~ U N K O ~

For the people who read my Chibicon post already… I edited the post, ’cause yesterday I was just too sleepy to made a whole story of it. So if you like to, you can read it again with some more info XD

Ugh… today was crap….
Yesterday I already slept around 23.30 (which is really early for my doing), and today I woke up around 9.30 for work. I really didn’t want to, and I was soooooooo fucking tired srsly. But even though I had to work.
So went to work. Before that went shopping. Bought bikini+shorts. And and ordered some red All Stars, ’cause really… not even one store has them in my size =__= So I ordered them (size 36.5), and ‘ll get a call when I can pick them up.
Then I went to work, while I was half asleep =___= And it was also so friggin hot. And there were soooooooo much customers. I could just faint from the heat and because I was so damn busy with those shit people. While I was busy with a customer, another one comes to me (and can see clearly that I’m fucking busy) and asks me for help. Ehehhe, sure sure… when I’m finished with this one =_= So I finished that one, almost fainting from the fucking heat, I let stuff fall down and almost fall myself so I can help the other one. Oh god, it was like too overwhelming I could just cry ’cause of the heat, because it was so busy in the shop, I was grumpy/moody and fucking tired. I just couldn’t stand it anymore so walked away to the back of the shop, and I just collapsed. Sounds maybe weird, but I suddenly just cried for some time, and I seriously just don’t know why.

At the end of the day, Didi-kun and his (Japanese!) girlfriend visited the store, which cheered me somewhat up (the rest of the day I was just moody… while I had to put this friggin fake smile on my face =__=).

Now I’m just surfing around the web, looking for photo’s of the con yesterday ^^

Well.. that’s it for now.

Dewa.

I’m sooooo tired =___________= Gonna sleep after I’ve posted this.

So………today was CHIBICON! ^V^ Woke up around 7.30, washed myself, dressed myself in a yukata within 45 minutes XD My dad drove me to Fung’s place, and from Fung’s place her dad brought us to Galgenwaard.
Already a lot of people were there. Most of them cosplayers. OMG, and there were also a lot of little children there with their parents, like around the age of 8-10 o_________O You know what I was thinking. What if those parents see some hentai en ecchi at the stands, they must be thinking “WTF is my kid doing? O__O;;” XDDD. No but srsly… a lot of parents didn’t look happy. Very moody and like “WTF are these weird dressed people? Like a freakshow or something O___O”.
Anyhooooo… we stood there in the line for about 30 minutes. In the line I already met Gino-kun, Neko-chan, Minna-chan, her bf, and Hiriki-sama. When we were inside, we wanted to go to the dealerroom but we couldn’t take (actually Fung) any bags inside (for safety ye know). So we went to the wardrobe to put her bag away, and then we went to the dealer room. Met Akano-kun on the way, and Iceman B (but he didn’t see me =__=). Erm, so we visited the dealer room. I bought 4 new manga’s; D.Gray Man 1, Loveless 4, XXXHOLiC 3 and Hell Girl 2. Erm I also bought a Lucky Star/Suzumiya Haruhi t-shirt and 1 Loveless poster. Oh and a Mario mushroom. Those ones you get when you become bigger XD

Gaawd, I’m really tired so I won’t take too long with writing.

Oh lol, there was this Asian guy at this stand with plushies, posters and crap. And I visited his stand for like 3-4 times, ’cause we were bored and got money left XD
And he can’t speak Dutch, only English (or maybe Japanese?) so he was like “You again?!” XD Haha was really funny. Ehm, payed a visit at the J-Lifestyle stand, from a friend of mine. There was also this Japanese woman, whom I had a Japanese conversation with XD She asked me in Japanese if I were Japanese, but I answered (also in Japanese) that I’m just a Chinese person. And then she said like “Oh well.. they all look like each other” XD.
Eeeehm… actually it was pretty boring all day long but even though it was fun ^^
Around 3 o’clock was the Chibi Idols which I attended, ’cause I registered for this event, so I had to sing. But the Cosplay Solo & Group Act took a bit too long, so before that we watched some of the acts (together with Sansan-kun XD). There was also this act with Pedobear XDD He talked about little children, doing them in private places etc. (what would the parents have thought? XD). Hehe pedobear pwnes. So around 4 o’clock Chibi Idols finally started (and I was nervous as hell XD). And before that we also had to wait for a long time backstage (while it was friggin HOT X__X). The other candidates were also really nice and funny people ^v^. Unfortunately I didn’t made the final round ^^;; So after that we went back to the main con ground (omg, the main con grounds and main stage are sooo far away from eachother >.<) So we went back to the dealerroom together with Hiriki-chan, because we were sooo bored and got money left. I bought a Hell Girl/Jigoku Shoujo wallscroll, 3 D.Gray Man psoters (couldn’t resist it XD) and a L (Death Note) t-shirt. After that we just strolled on the con grounds. I also met Lin, Noshi and Bram there. Ate some noodles on the tribune. Folded some paper airplanes and throwed them from the tribune, drawed, camwhored and just relaxed and bored our asses off in the tribune. Eehm, we also went to see our fortune. That’s a piece of paper you’ve to take out of a box with this text on it. And then you have to stick it on this robe (see picture… too hard to explain XD. Talked to a lot of friends/just people I know (Iceman, Kakashi, Jarlino, Gino, Neko, Fhant, Jake…like too much to say). Oh, 30 minutes before the end of the con, Fung and me were bored so we played Soul Calibur in the game room for a while. Though Fung was owning me the whole time T__T

OMG, I’M SO TIRED =_________________=
So I’m going to bed.

Oh some photo’s I liked.

Purchases

(too lazy to took a picture of my manga and posters.. maybe later on)

More photo’s can be checked out here or here^^

Dewa, oyasumi ^^

OMG I found my double. Well actually, a friend of mine at school was surfing around at Google Images, and found this one XD

(somewhere in Harajuku)

And this would be me.

(thumbnail, ’cause my head is too ugly =_=)

But the Japanese girl is way much cuter T___T

Ugh, I’ve got so much muscular pain X_____X … ITAI YO! .____. Like when I bend over or something, it really hurts in my back -_-;; And today I event went shopping for 4 hours or something.

School sucked. Had to write this paper I was talking about in this previous post (still un-finished though XD).  Erm… you know, normally, I go to school with way too huge jeans (with holes) and a t-shirt where I can drown in. Kinda baggy, or whatever you call it. It’s just because it feels comfortable. When it’s about school, I don’t give a shit how I look like. As long as it feels fine. But… I made a promise with Fung and Anouk, that the last 2 days at school, me and Fung have to go really girly to school and Anouk has to go as me (aka. baggy jeans and shirt).
Well… I looked fine, but it didn’t gave me a good feeling XD Tho in my free days (when I go out or something) I sometimes do wear these kind of clothes. I actually like a lot of clothing styles. Alternative, girly, cosplay, lolita, visual kei, punk and even hip-hoppish (lol.. dunno the word XD). I even like the retro clothing that’s like totally in now. I only hate the fact that people (mostly girls) don’t know what retro or 8-bit is. Like, this girl has a 8-bit shirt on with pacman crap, and I say “Cool 8-bit shirt”… she’s like “WTF is 8-bit?”… srsly =_________= And that’s one of the reasons why mainstream sucks. I don’t wear mainstream. When this retro crap isn’t mainstream anymore… then maaaybe I might wear it someday XD

Today  after school I went shopping with Anouk in Utrecht. I bought 2 necklaces (which I’m prolly never gonna wear XD), a flower-thiny that I can do in my hair for Chibicon (’cause I’m going in yukata ^^), a tanktop and some presents for some friends. My main reason for going to the city, was actually to buy a new bikini and swimming boxers (y’know, the boxers guys wear for swimming XD) But I couldn’t find one =___= Gonna go back this sunday, to look again.
You know, when shopping together with other people, I actually can’t really look freely for my own stuff. Oh well… nvm.

Oh btw, I took a picture of the drawing I made on my school laptop (yes, you can even draw on your laptop XD)

You may guess once who the girl is I’ve drawn XD

Oh, today I skipped piano lessons. When I came home from shopping, it was already 7 PM. And my lessons start at 7.30 PM and I have to drive on my bike for like 20 minutes. And like I said, I’ve got this friggin muscular pain =_=. So I just skipped (even though it was the last lesson).

Gonna stop for now.
It’s 12.02 PM, so I’m going to bed ^^

Oyasumi nasai ^^~

Woohoo I’m doing good XD It’s just that I’ve got a lot of inspiration and motivation to write some crap in here.
I mean… how hard can it be to talk about any bullshit you want XD

So… for the ones who don’t know, our school doesn’t work with books. Instead of that, we’ve got laptops!! Hell yeah high-tech! XD (though this system of education kinda sucks, even though it sounds awesome). Anyhoo… so we all got our own laptops (huh, wtf? if I want to turn out my caps I need to press shift? o_O)….erm back to the topic XD Unfortunately we can’t take them home T___T But the laptops we’ve got are from Dell >.< They’re like toy laptops XD No really… srsly.. this material they’re made of really feels as a toy. So we all just are just really rough with those laptops. Like smashing them on table, or even drawing on them XD (I’ll take a picture tomorrow of the artwork I’ve drawn on my laptop XD). And today, I was so bored at school… I even changed the letters of my keyboard XD (I can type blind, so that ain’t a problem).
Here is a picture I made with my crappy cellphone XD

(Click for a bigger version)

Can you read it? XD
It says “[UNKO <3]” =P And ’cause I couldn’t find a place anymore for the “S”, I put it randomly between the 1 and 2 XD
Like total pwnage XD

So how was my day today? Well… it was seriously fucking boring and sooo hot X____x . . .
The only thing I’ve been doing the whole day is surf around at Hyves, change the letters of my keyboard, did some random flash games and that’s it. Though I actually had to write a paper called a “Reflection report”. You need to write down the things you’ve learned this year at school (well… not much) and what’s good and not good and all those crap =___=
And it has to be finished by tomorrow… srsly =____=
Oh and we had P.E. in the morning. Great… the best way to start a day of school =_= We had honkball, which totally sucked, in the heat X___X After that we played with water… even though I was wearing a white t-shirt XD

Oh… yesterday I also didn’t went to school. Didn’t felt that I should go.

Some people on msn, sometimes got this text in their nickname with huge letters and caps with “DO NOT FUCKING DISTURB!!” or something like that.
And seriously… what I think then is like, why the fuck don’t you just go offline if you don’t wanna get disturbed.
Srsly… when you’ve got a text like that in your nickname, you’re only just asking to get bothered =___=
If you don’t wanna get bothered, just don’t get on msn.
That’s my opinion.

I’m hungry so I’m gonna look for some food D=

Dewa. ^.^

Gaawd, today was boring as hell =__=
Y’know… I skipped school today for the <insert high number> time >.< Yesterday I already told myself “YOU MUST GO TO SCHOOL!!!” =__= Well.. I failed (for many times)… It’s just that I am so not in the mood for friggin school. And it’s already the last week for gods sake >.<
I can login on the school website, and view my data. Like all the grades I’ve got for my subjects and thus.. also how many times I’ve been “sick” from school. It says 40 times x__X and 9 times without a message (so that my mom didn’t called or something). Yes… I am the worst (saiaku D=). Well… you can say I’m never in the mood for school. But hey, who isn’t, right?
I also didn’t went to work last saturday. Suppose I also wasn’t in the “mood”. So I also didn’t went shopping for shoes and swimclothing.

Today I didn’t do much. Just boring the crap out of me =___= Some people then might say “Yeah, then why don’t you just go to school? Srsly =__=” … Yeah, I asked myself that question too. I just… don’t know. School sucks, being bored sucks. Just wanna have some fun D:
Ugh, I actually just really wanna hit myself… ’cause I’m too confused about many things. Not only school, love and those crap. Just.. a lot of other things.

Sorry I’m making you read this ^^;;
Let’s talk about some other crap.

Waaaaaai, this saturday is Chibicon!!~ 。(⌒∇⌒。) Tanoshii yo!!!
Gonna buy a lot of new manga’s and shoot a lot of pictures ^V^
Oh, I’m also attending Chibi Idols btw XD It’s a singing contest. I actually also don’t really know why I signed up for that contest, but I thought “Oh fuck it why not. Just wanna make some fun ^^”

Oh you know what I’ve been looking for, for a veeeery long time? A tokko-fuku. It’s this coat that yanki’s always wear. Y’know those Japanese yanki’s with their iron pipes, bleached hair, altered school uniforms and not to forget, their long jackets with those complicated kanji signs on them. (like Arisa Uotani from Fruits Basket, or Ichiko from Shimotsuma Monogatari/Kamikaze Girls (which is btw a really recommended movie about a lolita and a yanki ^^)) And it’s that kind of jacket which I’m looking for, called a “tokko-fuku” ( yes, I found the name of it, after searching for a hundred years D= ). Means “suicide clothing”. Of course with reason. I don’t know much or anything, and I won’t tell much (not in the mood), but by what I know, the clothes are based on those of the kamikaze pilots. And for those who don’t know what they are, those were pilots in the time of WWII that crashed their planes on specific targets to eliminate them. So yes, they committed suicide attacks… and yes … I did my “homework” *coughs* XD (if I ever have to write a paper for history classes at school… it’ll probably something about those kamikaze guys XD *j/k*)

Anyhoo… seriously… I WANT A TOKKO-FUKU!! X__X It’s just so awesome XD Nowhere to be found though T___T (I already looked up the Japanese auctions websites like Yahoo and stuff).

Gonna stop for now, and jump in my bed to sleep. Tomorrow I better go to school =___= (even though I really don’t want to T_____________T *cries out loud*)

Oh, I’ll end this post with a picture. Or else it’ll be only text, without a picture D:
Like so boring =__=

Dewa, onyasumi nasai ^^